我贱人矫情她百般温柔
[wŏ jiàn rén jiăo qíng tā băi bān wēn róu]
An expression of personal insecurity or self-deprecation ('I am being too sensitive') contrasted against someone else's kindness ('She is always so gentle'). It reflects a state of contrasting attitudes and may suggest the author's admiration and perhaps longing to emulate those qualities seen in others.