连老天都在笑我还能撑多久
[lián lăo tiān dōu zài xiào wŏ hái néng chēng duō jiŭ]
'Even Heaven is Laughing at Me, How Much Longer Can I Hold On?' - The term conveys feelings of hopelessness or despair. 'Heaven laughing at me' refers to being laughed at not only by others, but even metaphorically by fate or the world around oneself, indicating feeling helpless and questioning personal endurance.