原来我只是个笑话
[yuán lái wŏ zhĭ shì gè xiào huà]
'Turns out I was just a joke.' This conveys an extremely pessimistic emotion, feeling devalued and trivial as if existence doesn’t seem significant. It reveals a moment of awakening to one’s own insignificance or misplacement, or realization after experiencing ridicule or disappointment in social relationships, expressing profound sadness or resignation over oneself.