想放弃舍不得想逃离不舍得
[xiăng fàng qì shè bù dé xiăng táo lí bù shè dé]
Translates into 'Willing to Give Up but Can't Bear To; Want to Escape yet Hesitate'. This implies internal conflict about letting go or running away from something (possibly emotions, relationships) but also holding deep attachments that make departure impossible.