捂着眼睛说没爱过心疼得要死别逞强
[wŭ zhe yăn jīng shuō méi ài guò xīn téng dé yào sĭ bié chĕng qiáng]
With eyes closed, saying I've never loved makes the heart hurt unbearably—don’t pretend. It expresses deep pain from denying one's own feelings or pretending not to care when it hurts the most inside.