无情似我不愿看你流泪
[wú qíng sì wŏ bù yuàn kàn nĭ liú lèi]
It roughly translates into 'as callous as me unwilling to see your tears.' Despite describing oneself as unsympathetic or indifferent superficially, this shows reluctance or inability for showing tender concern towards loved ones crying. However, it paradoxically hints at the fact that deep inside he has some care but chooses not to express it because it pains him too much to handle others suffering, leading to a kind of internal dilemma.