我丑我骄傲我帅我苦笑
[wŏ chŏu wŏ jiāo ào wŏ shuài wŏ kŭ xiào]
'I am ugly and proud, I am handsome and bitter' expresses contradictory self-perception: simultaneously accepting oneself as unattractive yet finding confidence in it while acknowledging attractiveness but feeling cynicism or bitterness about it.