我不哭只是心里下了场雨
[wŏ bù kū zhĭ shì xīn lĭ xià le chăng yŭ]
'I'm not crying; it's just raining in my heart', this net-name uses the imagery of inner rain to convey hidden sorrow or depression felt inside but not necessarily shown outside through tears. Rain in the heart is a poignant expression of inward suffering or grief kept secret.