怪自己没有长成你爱的模样
[guài zì jĭ méi yŏu zhăng chéng nĭ ài de mó yàng]
Translates to 'Blame myself for not growing up to be the way you love.' This reflects regret or sadness over not being the perfect match or person desired by another, highlighting unmet expectations in personal growth and acceptance.