不想放弃的回忆不想回忆的曾经
[bù xiăng fàng qì de huí yì bù xiăng huí yì de céng jīng]
Translated as 'I don't want to let go of memories, but I do not want to recall those past times'. This conveys conflicting sentiments toward cherished-yet-painful recollections. While unable/unwilling to discard meaningful memories attached to significant people/events, revisiting those exact instances brings unease and discomfort; indicative of deep-seated attachment struggles within one's heart.