我愿溺海而亡然后消失不见我愿久居海洋然后走向死亡
[wŏ yuàn nì hăi ér wáng rán hòu xiāo shī bù jiàn wŏ yuàn jiŭ jū hăi yáng rán hòu zŏu xiàng sĭ wáng]
'I am willing to drown in the sea and disappear; I am willing to live long in the ocean and then die' implies extreme despair and hopelessness, conveying a wish to escape reality through death, metaphorically submerging oneself into the vastness of the ocean as a final resting place.