我愿久居深海然后走向死亡我愿溺海而亡然后消失不见
[wŏ yuàn jiŭ jū shēn hăi rán hòu zŏu xiàng sĭ wáng wŏ yuàn nì hăi ér wáng rán hòu xiāo shī bù jiàn]
Translating to 'I would live long in the deep sea then walk towards death; I wish to drown in the sea and disappear,' this name speaks volumes about intense loneliness and the yearning for oblivion, often associated with feelings of despair or existential angst.