我要撞墙别要挡我你还有我别想不开
[wŏ yào zhuàng qiáng bié yào dăng wŏ nĭ hái yŏu wŏ bié xiăng bù kāi]
This unconventional phrase could mean 'I want to hit the wall do not block me if there's still you then there's also me, don’t give up hope'. It appears to express intense emotional pain mixed with resilience, possibly reflecting a cry for help, or the will not to be discouraged.