我喜欢快死亡的那种感觉
[wŏ xĭ huān kuài sĭ wáng de nèi zhŏng găn jué]
This conveys an appreciation or fascination for moments that feel like they bring one close to death. It doesn't mean actual longing for dying but could represent thrill-seeking behaviors, adrenaline rushes, edgy emotions or dramatic situations that make one intensely feel alive.