我假装不看你心里却都是你我假装不爱你心里却装满你
[wŏ jiă zhuāng bù kàn nĭ xīn lĭ què dōu shì nĭ wŏ jiă zhuāng bù ài nĭ xīn lĭ què zhuāng măn nĭ]
Translating to 'I pretend not to look at you, but my heart is filled with thoughts of you; I pretend not to love you, yet my heart is full of you', this name expresses deep, unreciprocated feelings while trying to conceal them. It represents the internal struggle of loving someone who might not feel the same way.