我爱你何尝不是一种痛苦
[wŏ ài nĭ hé cháng bù shì yī zhŏng tòng kŭ]
'Loving you has never been easy' would be its translation. This username illustrates an intense and painful experience within a romantic relationship. Love here does not mean blissful but rather brings sorrow which comes from loving someone deeply yet possibly unreciprocated or tumultuous.