我爱的人似人非人似贱人
[wŏ ài de rén sì rén fēi rén sì jiàn rén]
A deeply complex expression - 'the person I love appears human but acts cruelly/unfeelingly'. The use of derogatory self-expression here suggests deep-seated negative feelings about unreciprocated affection, or how the beloved person is both adored and despised.