痛苦原来是最违心的我爱你
[tòng kŭ yuán lái shì zuì wéi xīn de wŏ ài nĭ]
Pain turns out to be my deepest love for you, despite knowing how unwilling I was to feel such love. Here, agony and affection are interconnected, showing conflicted feelings when being honest towards hidden emotions about someone else.