她纯洁她无暇我丑我复杂我肮脏我龌龊我没你会装
[tā chún jié tā wú xiá wŏ chŏu wŏ fù zá wŏ āng zàng wŏ wò chuò wŏ méi nĭ huì zhuāng]
'She Is Pure And Flawless, I Am Ugly, Complicated, Dirty, Corrupt And I Am Pretending Without You.' This might represent self-loathing and envy towards purity and perfection. It shows feelings of inferiority, as well as complexity within oneself. Also, there's a hint of sarcasm when the speaker says they know how to 'pretend' in absence of 'you'. Overall, it's expressing internal chaos.