忍着剧痛説句卟爱你忍住眼泪假装卟在意
[rĕn zhe jù tòng shuō jù bŭ ài nĭ rĕn zhù yăn lèi jiă zhuāng bŭ zài yì]
Tolerating extreme pain saying 'don't love', biting back tears pretending not to care. Conveys feelings of deep, inner conflict—wherein someone forces themselves to express the opposite of true emotion publicly out of hurt.