你在背后嘲笑着我的太爱你
[nĭ zài bèi hòu cháo xiào zhe wŏ de tài ài nĭ]
Translates to 'You mock behind my back how deeply in love with you I am'. The user reveals feelings of humiliation or self-contempt after being laughed at by someone whom they loved, perhaps showing their current distrust and pain caused by this situation.