那缕刺眼的阳光那抹痛心的微笑
[nèi lǚ cì yăn de yáng guāng nèi mŏ tòng xīn de wēi xiào]
It means 'that beam of glaring sunshine and that heart-rending smile'. Glaring sunshine here may imply discomfort or difficulty, and a sad smile implies enduring pain and difficulties while trying to stay positive, reflecting the complexity of emotions and struggles. It conveys a feeling of mixed and contradictory experiences and thoughts during hard times or facing adversity - even if feeling pain inside, one still forces themselves to smile bravely in the face of difficulties, presenting both a kind of strength and sadness.