骂我毁我怎么不敢杀我
[mà wŏ huĭ wŏ zĕn me bù găn shā wŏ]
'Criticize me, destroy me, why don't you just kill me' – This name portrays deep sorrow and desperation. It expresses the feeling of already going through so much suffering as if life itself is not far removed from death.