杀了我治愈我杀了你我怎活
        
            [shā le wŏ zhì yù wŏ shā le nĭ wŏ zĕn huó]
        
        
            A rather heavy-hearted username literally meaning 'Kill me, heal me; kill you, how can I live', portraying intense feelings including pain, longing and desperation usually seen only in extreme passionate situations like those depicted in certain types of literature or drama.