哭哭哭哭自己痛苦笑笑笑笑自己可笑
[kū kū kū kū zì jĭ tòng kŭ xiào xiào xiào xiào zì jĭ kĕ xiào]
A very repetitive expression that plays with exaggeration: crying many times because of pain then laughing equally hard finding humor in self-absurdity. This conveys extremes of emotion—both despair and laughter—that people might experience in difficult times.