假装这不爱却狠爱假装着不爱却深爱
[jiă zhuāng zhè bù ài què hĕn ài jiă zhuāng zhe bù ài què shēn ài]
These words convey the contradictory emotions someone experiences, saying they act like they do not love but actually they love deeply, highlighting inner struggles and complexity in dealing with personal affection.