怪我言不由衷
[guài wŏ yán bù yóu zhōng]
It translates literally as 'Blame me for not speaking what I truly feel'. It reveals the conflict between one’s inner feelings and outward expression. In other words, it admits insincerity in one's speech. Such a name may reflect introspection, or perhaps a sense of guilt over saying things one doesn’t really mean.