放开手不回头不准留不要守让我醉让我悲让我愧让我颓
[fàng kāi shŏu bù huí tóu bù zhŭn liú bù yào shŏu ràng wŏ zuì ràng wŏ bēi ràng wŏ kuì ràng wŏ tuí]
This phrase captures the complex emotions experienced after letting go: moving forward without looking back (not hesitant to part), refusing to hold onto memories, and giving oneself permission to get lost in sadness and regret. It reflects the process of accepting a failure or loss, expressing mixed feelings such as drunkenness, pain, guilt, and being down. Overall, it reveals the attitude of completely indulging in the various negative emotions and experiences.