不喜欢孤独又讨厌热闹
[bù xĭ huān gū dú yòu tăo yàn rè nào]
'I don't like loneliness but hate crowded places,' expressing a conflict between social and antisocial preferences, possibly alluding to ambivalence or difficulty fitting into one category. Many feel a tension between enjoying peace and yearning for social interaction.