害怕孤独讨厌热闹
[hài pà gū dú tăo yàn rè nào]
This directly translated nickname reads 'Afraid of loneliness and disliking crowdiness'. It indicates the ambivalence felt towards both isolation and crowded social events – highlighting difficulty finding a comfortable place within extremes of social environments – and perhaps expressing a desire for balance between alone time and socialization.