左手握着空心右手握着痴心
[zuŏ shŏu wò zhe kōng xīn yòu shŏu wò zhe chī xīn]
This name contrasts two inner feelings or conditions. Holding emptiness in one hand and devotion in the other expresses a mix of feeling hopeless but holding on to true love, showing confusion, conflict and a complicated mindset.