只是嘲笑任性的自己只是嘲笑敏感的自己
[zhĭ shì cháo xiào rèn xìng de zì jĭ zhĭ shì cháo xiào mĭn găn de zì jĭ]
'Only mocking my reckless self, only mocking my sensitive self.' A name filled with introspection and perhaps remorse. It points out acknowledging personal flaws, specifically impulsiveness and sensitivity, and laughing at those weaknesses in a somewhat ironic manner.