在泪光里笑着流泪的自己
[zài lèi guāng lĭ xiào zhe liú lèi de zì jĭ]
'Smiling and crying in tears,' this reflects the experience of having conflicting emotions—a bittersweet moment of laughing and crying at the same time. It captures complex emotions, showing strength through adversity and the duality of sadness mixed with joy.