原谅我生性凉薄不会主动原谅我孤独成性心软成命
[yuán liàng wŏ shēng xìng liáng bó bù huì zhŭ dòng yuán liàng wŏ gū dú chéng xìng xīn ruăn chéng mìng]
Expresses an internal contradiction within oneself, admitting the nature of being aloof and not easily reaching out while acknowledging loneliness yet having a kind heart. It is a confession asking for understanding and forgiveness towards oneself's personality flaws.