原谅我没有长成你爱的模样
[yuán liàng wŏ méi yŏu zhăng chéng nĭ ài de mó yàng]
It means 'Forgive me for not growing into the appearance you love'. This kind of ID might be expressing self-depreciation and some regret towards oneself, wishing for the understanding from others especially from someone important in their life such as a family member or ex-lover who expected them to be different