由我在病态荒凉里孤独成性
[yóu wŏ zài bìng tài huāng liáng lĭ gū dú chéng xìng]
This means 'I Am Destined to Be Alone in Sickening Desolation'. It evokes a sense of isolation and loneliness in a bleak and unhealthy environment. It can represent a coping mechanism or resilience formed through difficult circumstances.