也许该述一点心酸也许该做一些掩饰
[yĕ xŭ gāi shù yī diăn xīn suān yĕ xŭ gāi zuò yī xiē yăn shì]
Expresses mixed emotions. On one hand, acknowledging past pain needs recounting or processing, on the other, recognizing the necessity of concealing some aspects of one’s experiences or feelings to continue.