学渣的命学霸的心
        
            [xué zhā de mìng xué bà de xīn]
        
        
            Literally 'I have the talent of a bottom student but I want to be top-of-the-class learner', it reflects ambition or discontent about oneself having high hopes and wishes to be good academically while facing reality challenges such as low grades or less academic competence.