向我开一枪看我多痛多漂亮
[xiàng wŏ kāi yī qiāng kàn wŏ duō tòng duō piāo liàng]
'Shoot Me and See How Much Pain Makes Me Beautiful': An extremely poetic but also intense expression suggesting inner emotional wounds or distress might make oneself more profound, deep or interesting, like the pain makes a person beautiful, which can reflect some negative self-perception sometimes.