向我开枪看我疼的多漂亮
[xiàng wŏ kāi qiāng kàn wŏ téng de duō piāo liàng]
'Shoot at me and see how beautifully I can be in pain' suggests a self-destructive mentality. There’s a paradoxical admiration towards suffering, where someone almost finds beauty in enduring emotional or physical pain.