像我开枪看我痛的多漂亮
[xiàng wŏ kāi qiāng kàn wŏ tòng de duō piāo liàng]
'When I shoot like this, watch how beautifully I suffer'. This conveys a dramatic flair, indicating enjoyment in performing actions which lead to self-harm, possibly seeking beauty or significance amidst the pain. This choice also evokes themes of emotional turmoil, vulnerability.