习惯着习惯不了的习惯在乎着不会在乎的在乎
[xí guàn zhe xí guàn bù le de xí guàn zài hū zhe bù huì zài hū de zài hū]
This internet name conveys a sense of confusion and contradiction. The phrase suggests that the person feels torn between forming habits and being unable to truly get used to certain things, and they are emotionally involved in situations that ultimately don’t deeply affect others as expected.