半睡半醒半执着半甜半酸半坚持
[bàn shuì bàn xĭng bàn zhí zhe bàn tián bàn suān bàn jiān chí]
This internet name conveys a mixed feeling of being in an indecisive state. It portrays someone who is not fully committed yet but has determination to some extent; experiencing sweet and bitter times while sticking with something or someone.