习惯了错过肆意的放纵
[xí guàn le cuò guò sì yì de fàng zòng]
'I have become accustomed to missing out and indulging recklessly.' This conveys a feeling of resignation to frequently letting chances pass by and resorting to unbridled indulgence to fill this void. The name suggests a rather despondent state of heart, hinting at past disappointments and missed opportunities, coupled with possibly self-destructive behavior.