习惯了本不该习惯习惯依赖了本不该依赖依赖
[xí guàn le bĕn bù gāi xí guàn xí guàn yī lài le bĕn bù gāi yī lài yī lài]
A repetitive phrase roughly translated to 'got used to what shouldn't be adapted, relied on what shouldn't rely on'. It conveys the bittersweet feeling of depending on things despite knowing they may not be good habits to have