习惯了不该习惯的习惯改变了不能改变的改变
[xí guàn le bù gāi xí guàn de xí guàn găi biàn le bù néng găi biàn de găi biàn]
Got used to the habits that should not have become habitual; changed the changes that were unchangeable. It implies struggling with and eventually adapting to an unwanted routine or reality.