我愿溺海身亡然后消失不见我愿久居深海然后走向死亡
[wŏ yuàn nì hăi shēn wáng rán hòu xiāo shī bù jiàn wŏ yuàn jiŭ jū shēn hăi rán hòu zŏu xiàng sĭ wáng]
The meaning here conveys deep melancholy and an expression of wishing to drown in the sea and vanish or remain in the depths, eventually leading to one's demise, symbolizing severe emotional turmoil or despair.