我愿溺海身亡然后消失
        
            [wŏ yuàn nì hăi shēn wáng rán hòu xiāo shī]
        
        
            An intense and melancholic expression implying a wish to be submerged into the sea until one's consciousness fades away, ultimately disappearing from existence. It suggests feelings of longing to escape from reality and vanish completely.