我以为关上灯阳光不会太灿我以为开着灯夜晚不会太黑
[wŏ yĭ wéi guān shàng dēng yáng guāng bù huì tài càn wŏ yĭ wéi kāi zhe dēng yè wăn bù huì tài hēi]
The phrase conveys 'I thought turning off the lights would make the sun less bright; I thought keeping them on would stop the night from getting too dark.' It expresses internal conflicts or emotional struggles with light and darkness, reality versus illusions.