我姓杨却没有给你想要的张我姓徐却解不开自己的心绪
[wŏ xìng yáng què méi yŏu jĭ nĭ xiăng yào de zhāng wŏ xìng xú què jiĕ bù kāi zì jĭ de xīn xù]
The user's family name is Yang (杨), but this has not given what you wish for; their surname could also be Xu (徐) and the person can't untangle his own emotions. The phrase reflects a sense of inner confusion or inability to live up to certain expectations, which seems personal and complex.